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Didn't really have the chance to camwhore with YiXin. She was busy pak-toh-ing.

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Had been writting down everything in a few pieces of test-pad last few days. Can't blog. I'm posting some of it up here, in case I'd lost the papers someday, as one of the pieces of my memories :)

Tuesday, 15Sept09. It's been a long day. Before recess was the worst. I cried. Not really sure why.

I think Jen & Zxai saw. But immediately I started laughing cuz if I'm not wrong, Daryl said that Jen looks like a squirrel? I have no idea why, but I just stared laughing. Then everyone else laughed too o.o Maybe I'm mad. My whole family's mad. It's in the gene. I inherited it. Everyone in the family does. (Btw, ignore me. Those are craps.)

"There is no fate that can't be changed. There's only people who are unwilling to change it." Heard this from somewhere. I like this quote, really.

& Thankyou, Shuen, so much for making realise how hopeless I was? Haha. I like the "talk" we had that very night, you, trying to advice me & make me feel better. & Usually, I'm the one who's supposed to do that, not you. HAHA. (L)(L)(L) Now that I realised I'm that hopeless, I need to create a new path & move along with it. I will decide how the story ends :)

& thankyou Zxai & Crystal for understanding me. (L)(L)(L) Had a talk with Crystal a few weeks ago, both Aquarians, was damn easy to talk to her. & also talked to Zxai whenever. & the result? I realised that girls may look strong & firm on the outside, but deep down inside, it's a different story. That layer protecting our feelings have been fragile. In a way. Some may be strong from the inside, but there are still times where you just feel like running away. No one's perfect anyway. That's why we girls have been trying to accept all the insults you guys said, tried to find the good within all those & as a force to keep us strong. No offence, but some guys are just hopeless. Haha. Hopeless cuz you guys can make us laugh like shit. Childish. But still, can be good friends. Cheers* :D

Okay, now I feel like I shall go bang the wall.

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Lazy to type anymore.

Alright, off to lunch.

Till here.

XXX.

P.S. Happy Belated 14th Birthday, MinHui! (L)

PP.S. Here's my update :)

PPP.S. ILOVEYOU, EVERYONE! :D